It all started with one video. Just one single video was enough to make me starting fancy him. I am in love with his everything. His personality, attitude, accent and voice, sense of humour, pure heart, kindness, moral values. The way he moves, the way he walks, the way he talks. He's even good-looking. His hair look so soft, eyes are gorgeous, the best shades of blue, an adorable innocent smile, his arms, oh I really want to be hold by them. What is more, he is a talented person, who surprises everyone with his genuity. How can you not like him?
I think that everyone has felt that way for somebody. People fall in love with mysterious ways. I fell for him because he's who he is. I love whatever he's consisted of. Some keep saying that I can't be in love with someone who doesn't know me and I have no chance to meet. But what I say is that he brought me feelings I didn't know I had. He is everything I want in my life. Because, for me, he is the ideal man. He have what a true and gentle man should have. I'm praying God to bring me a man like him one day. But I'm afraid I will never be able to have one. Because he's unique and I'll never have him. I don't deserve having him. I am able to give him the greatest love, but I am too "little" for a perfect guy like him.
What I wish every night before going to bed is for him to always smile. I wish that everyone treats him as he deserves to be treated. He deserves to be given love and warmth. One day, he will have a girlfriend, then a wife, and I hope that he will get the best one, who will treat him perfect. If someone hurt him, they will have done a big mistake. A man like him mustn't be mistreated. He is so cute and I am sure of all the things he's able to do so as to please somebody. Nothing less than that is accepted. I wish that people who are around him give him what is right.
I can understant that I am not the only fan is this entire world and that a lot of girls would die to date him (and marry him). I may be one of those girls, I don't know. What I'm sure about is that I've never loved someone the way I love him. As a human being, I feel that my existence is important and my feelings are important as well. I'm not asking for anything big to happen, as it is impossible for me to meet him, hug him and hear him talking to me. I wanna be sure that he is the happiest person in the world. That would be more than enough. I have created too many scenarios in my head, about the first time we meet, our first date, making videos and vlogging together, cooking together, having him sing to me, even our wedding and family life. These are all imagination, however. But I feel lucky for being able to watch his videos. The only thing that makes me actually smile. I could be writing too many things about him, but I think I should stop here. Thank you Joe. I love you.
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