Hello everyone! I caught a flu and I've been inn my bed all day yesterday, I didn't go to school today, but I have to study for tomorrow and it's painful. Anyway, I just wanted to write something on here, because it makes me feel a little better. I realized that I've changed as a person and I am more mature now, I have thought a lot about life and I've been inspired by great people, who taught me how to be a better person.
When I was younger, I was brainwashed by media (tv mostly) and I was led by others' opinions. I used to like things because other people like them too. This is for sure a wrong thing to do. Most of the times, these opinions and even lifestyle were not good and they made me more aggressive and
despressed. When I moved in junior high school, I've been thinking that I was a big woman, not a girl anymore. I did some mistakes, but I've learnt from them. I'm not gonna lie, I regret doing some things. I regret letting myself open my mind and give away all my secrets to people who didn't love me and were fake. It didn't help me at all and everything got complicated. I wasn't a happy person through my 3 years in junior high school and I didn't enjoy myself. I wish I could turn back time and smile more.
I can finally say I am happy with what I have and I have found things that I enjoy doing. I am glad
that I've met people who are real friends of mine and I feel comfortable with them. I think this is an important issue, having people who are honest and fun with you and they don't want to hurt you. I also took up guitar lessons , which was the best decision I've ever made. Music got me out of an endless maze in my mind, where I was feeling useless. Playing songs on my guitar and writing my own music is a magic thing and I feel lucky for having people who motivate me to do that.
In addition, internet is my main sourse of happiness. What I love the most is that I can watch youtubers, because through their lifestyle and what they have achieved, they give me strength. I could never believe that people who doesn't even know me are able to make me smile the most. Because of them, I became open-minded and I found out that, although our world is a strange place and people
keep telling that out life is short, we should enjoy every single moment and do whatever we want to. I realized that our differences and flaws does not matter, because there is at least one unique thing about us and we are all talented in something. Nothing make me more happy than seeing these people trying to change the world and make other happy. I want to be like them, I want to tell humans that there could be a reason for everyone to smile for and that they're loved.
Anyway, I had no idea where I was going with this post, I just needed to write something and that's it! I want you to smile more and never let anything make you sad. You are amazing! Find what you're interested in and evolve yourself. Read more, travel a lot and experience new things. Bye xxx
When I was younger, I was brainwashed by media (tv mostly) and I was led by others' opinions. I used to like things because other people like them too. This is for sure a wrong thing to do. Most of the times, these opinions and even lifestyle were not good and they made me more aggressive and despressed. When I moved in junior high school, I've been thinking that I was a big woman, not a girl anymore. I did some mistakes, but I've learnt from them. I'm not gonna lie, I regret doing some things. I regret letting myself open my mind and give away all my secrets to people who didn't love me and were fake. It didn't help me at all and everything got complicated. I wasn't a happy person through my 3 years in junior high school and I didn't enjoy myself. I wish I could turn back time and smile more.
I can finally say I am happy with what I have and I have found things that I enjoy doing. I am glad that I've met people who are real friends of mine and I feel comfortable with them. I think this is an important issue, having people who are honest and fun with you and they don't want to hurt you. I also took up guitar lessons , which was the best decision I've ever made. Music got me out of an endless maze in my mind, where I was feeling useless. Playing songs on my guitar and writing my own music is a magic thing and I feel lucky for having people who motivate me to do that.
keep telling that out life is short, we should enjoy every single moment and do whatever we want to. I realized that our differences and flaws does not matter, because there is at least one unique thing about us and we are all talented in something. Nothing make me more happy than seeing these people trying to change the world and make other happy. I want to be like them, I want to tell humans that there could be a reason for everyone to smile for and that they're loved.
Anyway, I had no idea where I was going with this post, I just needed to write something and that's it! I want you to smile more and never let anything make you sad. You are amazing! Find what you're interested in and evolve yourself. Read more, travel a lot and experience new things. Bye xxx
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