25/3/2015: When we got informed that Zayn Malik is officially leaving One Direction forever. They said that they'll continue as a band with four member. Everyone just stopped and stared at this statement in shock. Me too. I couldn't believe it and I still can't. These 5 people came in my life in the worst period I've ever experienced. Since 2012, when I became a directioner, One Direction has become a part of my heart and now I feel that a part is missing. I cried when he left, I felt a strange emptiness and that no one could understand how important this is. They were the only people who I trusted every time I was feeling down and they would definitely cheer me up. But, what am I supposed to do now that the reason I'm upset is Zayn's exit from the band?
Nothing will ever be the same without him. There will be missing an angelic high note in every song. The rest of the boys will have to start all over again and get used to perform without him. Niall, Harry, Liam and Louis are more sad about this issue. They've been together in the best and worst moments of their lives, they are the best friends.
As far as I'm concerned, I am happy that this decision is what makes HIM happy. One of my motos in
life is "do whatever you want to please yourself and have a happy life. You don't have to please no one else that yourself.". I respect his decision and I'm sure that it was really hard for him, too. But the right decision sometimes can hurt and not be easy.
There are other things that make me angry/sad, considering this issue.
Firstly, some people at school and even on internet made fun of us, directioners, because they think that this is not an important issue. But they don't actually know what this band means for us. It's wrong to make people feel bad for what they like. At this difficult moment, we need support and to be understood. We've had enough of hate.
Secondly, what makes me more angry is that, people who are supposed to save their bands, destroy them. I am disgusted with some of us. "Fans" was a factor in Zayn's exit. Their rumors caused him stress and broke him. They are not real directioners. And I can't find a single reason of their hate toward him.
I'm wishing the best for him and I promise that I'll always love him. He is a lifesaver. Now, we should be his lifesavers and leave him live a happy life, as he wants it to be.
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